Nicky Johnstone

1988 - 1988
LocationBathgate
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth23/11/1988
Date of Death23/11/1988
Visitors1,480 since 13/01/2009
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nicky is the first of my children,he was stillborn at 38 weeks,i noticed less movement and saw my doctor,no wee heartbeat was found and labour was induced,7 hours later he arrived,perfect but still,i never held him as i new i would not be able to let go,daddy did though,we got 2 polaroid photos,then came home,thank goodness policy has changed and now parents and family get momentoes and time with thier babies,i went on to have 2 healthy kids but think about nicky every day,he is my angel and watches over us every day.his pictures are precious and private so will never be included on the memorial site,no need,just close your eyes,smile and he will touch your hearts.x.

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Jackie Summerford (GTS Friend)

January 2, 2011

♩♪♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♩♪♫♬

♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♫♬

♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR NICKY ♫♬

♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU . ♫♬

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Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

November 23, 2010

Born Asleep - by Unknown Author

“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.

I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.

Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.

My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.

You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

November 23, 2010

~~Grieving Mother~~
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We have shared our tears and our sorrow
we have given encouragement to each other
given hope for a brighter tomorrow
we share the title of GRIEVING MOTHER ~~

Some of us lost older daughters or sons
who we watched grow over the years
some have lost their babies before their lives begun
but no matter the age, we cry the same tears ~~

We understand each others pain
the bond we share is very strong
with each other there is no need to explain
the path we walk is hard and long ~~

Our children brought us together
they didn't want us on this journey alone
they knew we needed each other
to survive the pain of them being gone ~~

So take my hand my friend
we may stumble and fall along the way
but we'll get up and try again
because together we can make it day by day ~~

We can give each other hope
we'll create a place where we belong
together we will find ways to cope
because we are angel mums
and together we are strong ~~

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Maxine Brown

September 2, 2010

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Jackie Summerford (GTS Friend)

May 29, 2010

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Jackie Summerford (GTS Friend)

May 17, 2010

Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 14, 2010

As The Sun Came Up This Morning
I Watched You There Below
Your Hearts Seemed Oh So Heavy
But There’s Something You Should Know

I’m Not Gone So Don’t Worry
I’m Just a Step Ahead
and I’m With You Every Single Day
As You Rise up from Your Bed

I Am the Sun That Warms You
I Am the Moon’s Soft Glow
I Am the Stars That Twinkle
And Light Your Path Below

So When At Times You Miss Me
Just Look For Me I’m there
For You Cannot Hide My Spirit

Jackie Summerford (GTS Friend)

April 24, 2010

Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett

"Happy Birthday Nicky"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?

Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.

Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.

The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.

No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

November 23, 2009

Born Still - by Unknown Author

Do you know how hard it is
To hold a baby who doesn’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell that baby Goodbye?

Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your child should be there
Resting her sleepy head?

Do you know how hard it is
Feeling you’re to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You'll always feel the same.

Do you know the heartache
Knowing she's gone for good?
And feeling that you didn't
Do all the things you could.

Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it's Gods will?
Do you know the emptiness
When your child is born still?

Unfortunately we do XX

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

November 23, 2009
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